Walk with Death
OOC: Due to limited visibility of the original posts, I am posting this in its entirety by GM suggestion. If you would rather not know what goes on inside a characters mind, then I would suggest you not read it as it hints at things that as of yet,Celeste has spoken of to no one.
High Tide
Waves break on the distant shore, the sound is comforting. The full moon is high and bright in the sky, whispers of clouds play over its face. A warm, gentle breeze tugs at the sails of the Sea Dog. No sign of rain, tomorrow will be a good day.
Celeste stands on the foredeck, undoing her long braid and allowing the wind to blow through her hair. She stands there for what seems a long time. No sounds but the gentle creaking of the ship as she moves through the water. No one pilots the Sea Dog, she seems to move of her own will; heading south, well south of Tallon. Tallon? The name seems familiar, and yet, unfamiliar. No matter, Sea Dog is whole and alive once more! .oO(I could stay here forever...but I am alone...my family is...) She loses her train of thought, grasping for images of her family. There is her mother, Solisti, but the other images are 'different' somehow, but they are family.
And then she feels a presence, so familiar, but absent for a while. A boot-step on the deck, a strong familiar hand upon her shoulder, she knows all will be well with the world.
The shore is almost completely out of sight now and the full moon is close to setting. Tjen holds her within his bronzed arms and she rests her head against his shoulder.
--(I don't ever want to leave here...)----(I know, but I can't stay here...I'm not...)--
Change in the Winds
A strong wind rises and the Sea Dog lurches to one side. Celeste quickly turns to catch the last of Tjen's words...he is not there. She casts about over the deck...nothing. Quickly she runs along the gunwales to the stern...nothing. The wind picks up driving the Sea Dog farther out to sea. There is no sign of Tjen on the deck or in the water. Storm clouds roll up off the horizon; flashes of lightening foretell the coming of a violent thunderclap. A driving rain shoots down out of the clouds, rending the sails of the Sea Dog. Celeste runs to the pilots wheel, desperate to take control of the ship. She finds it is in ruins, as is all of the ship, much like it would appear if it had sunk to the bottom of the sea. Realization dawns on her; that is exactly what happened six weeks ago. Sea Dog is a 'ghost ship'....oO(That means...not Tjen, but me.?) A wave of nausea and dizziness strike her. Celeste falls to her knees amid the ragged ruins of the Sea Dog; wind and icy rain battering from every side. Immense sadness washes over her... .oO(It is my time, isn't it...) She looks at her hands and sees blood. Her right arm is bleeding freely from a wound; her abdominal muscles exposed and bleeding from a cut that travels from her left side down to her right hip. She stares in wide eyed wonderment, staggers to her feet and makes her way to the gunwale. Taking one last look at the tortured sky around her, she climbs atop the railing and....
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Voices
Just before she steps over the rail, Celeste hears a voice behind her. She turns and sees a figure on the deck. He is speaking to her, but she cannot make out the words, the wind and rain create too much interference. He looks familiar, but he does not belong on a ghost ship. He belongs...at that moment the Sea Dog tilts madly to one side and does not right itself, it is taking on water. Celeste loses her footing on the rail and falls through the air...and something, 'someone' catches her hand and squeezes it...another voice
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Another Voice
The ship is gone. Celeste finds herself standing outside an impressive manor house; she staggers a bit as the change from rolling ship to solid land takes her by surprise. There are well tended gardens inside the wall that surrounds the house and brightly colored flowers abound. She walks towards them, bends over and picks a handful. She is six years old and as she straightens a shadow looms over her. It is her father, Astercaar, and he is yelling something about flowers and weaklings. He strikes at her hand and the crushed flowers fall to the ground....no, this time his hand misses and she defiantly stares at him, the flowers clutched tightly in her little fist. Now she is grown again, the flowers still in her left hand and the falchion in her right. She holds the tip of the sword under his chin. A slight trickle of blood runs down the blade. Astercaar vanishes. The manor house suddenly looks shabby, the garden untended. She walks toward the gate and sees that it is shattered and rent, and steps through the gate...
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Lost
Down a gravel path she walks; the wind has risen again, colder than anything she has felt before. There are buildings all around that might provide shelter. She turns to look at one she walked past. It is closest; the doors are open. Before the door, Celeste hesitates, she is so tired....oO( I just need to rest a bit) and again in her mind she remembers the sensation of being pulled down into the deep waters. .oO(That is where all sea folk should end.) She feels no fear, just a sense of comfort. Waiting at the door, she feels the winds grow colder…and the crackling feel of something reaching for her. The static feeling causes her hair to stand on end, and this drives her to take that step over the threshold of the building. Inside the roar of the wind is absent, it is warmer here. There are people everywhere; some are standing, and some are lying on blankets . She looks for a chair to sit in, but all furniture has been moved to one end. People are moving about and speaking in low voices. Celeste walks amongst the people in the building, they seem not to notice. She recognizes some in the room, but doesn’t know why this is so. At the far end a group is clustered around someone, they look very sad. .oO(This place is too crowded to rest) Celeste turns to leave the building but her legs and feet suddenly feel very heavy. It is all she can do to take a single step in the direction of the door. Two steps are nearly impossible. She turns and looks at the group at the far end of the room, and takes a step in that direction. It is a step that takes her clear across the room.
Celeste is lying on her back looking up at persons standing over her. Someone has covered her with a blanket, and a boy in a man’s body is telling her they will bury her with flowers in her hair. For some reason, she doesn’t find this odd. Another man kneels beside her and says "I will do what I can for you." When he places his hands upon her, the feeling is familiar and she slips into comforting darkness.
[EDITED on Thu March 6, 2003 @1:06 AM (PST)]